I am Carrie Symes

Physician of the Soul. Sacred Light Weaver.
Mystic. Mother. Oracle. Reclaimer.
I walk between worlds with feet in the soil and heart in the stars.

From the moment I arrived earthside, I was carried by unseen hands.
Lovingly given to another family, as if placed exactly where I was meant to be.
My great-grandmother and I shared the same birthday, lifetimes apart —
a bond beyond time, unspoken yet eternally felt.

As a child, I lived in worlds no one else could see.
Spirits whispered gently at the edges of my vision,
and my stuffed animals pulsed with life and love.
I knew, deep in my cells, that there was more —
a vast unseen realm, tender and true, just beneath the surface.

By the age of three, I was dreaming of futures and building circuses out of sticks in the snow.
I walked in two timelines at once — one seen, one soul-deep.
In adolescence, my visions intensified until they frightened me into silence.
I tucked away the tarot cards, the crystals, the knowings...
But the codes were never truly forgotten.

The Cracking Open

I moved through the world like many do:
jobs, roles, caretaking, showing up, holding it all together.
I worked in nursing for over a decade —
witnessing death as not an end, but a liberation.
Even then, I felt like I was dancing in some deeper rhythm
that no one else could hear.

In 2017, everything changed.
A car accident split my world open.
The man who turned in front of me didn’t just hit my vehicle —
he hit a wall I hadn’t known I’d built.
That collision cracked me open.

From the physical pain emerged a new clarity.
I began healing through food, through stillness, through truth.
The accident was not the end — it was the ignition.
It brought me back to breath.
Back to essence.
Back to light.

The Awakening Path

I walked through initiations disguised as everyday life.
A divine love story unfolded — the kind I dreamed about long before I met him.
We married on the Lions Gate Portal (8/8/09) without even knowing the cosmic poetry of it all.
Two daughters arrived, full of light and legacy.

In 2020, the world paused. So did I.
I found my way to Reiki… then the angels called me home.

Angelic Reiki cracked me open to the divine realms I had always known but never fully trusted.
It wasn't just a modality — it was a return.
The frequency of angels spoke in my cells. I wept with remembrance.

Soon after came Somatic Coaching —
the body, too, was its own oracle.
I learned to listen to the wisdom within the tension.
To trust the breath as a bridge.
To dance grief and ecstasy alike.

Each modality I stepped into was a reclaiming.
Each certification an unlocking.
Each soul encounter a mirror.

I became:

A Sacred Light Weaver
A Pause Breathwork Facilitator
An Angelic Reiki Master Teacher
A Spirit Releasement Guide
A Metaphysical Practitioner
A Hypnotherapist
A Past Life Regressionist
A Mother. A Mystic. A Mirror.

And now, I’m working toward my Ph.D. in Holistic Life Counseling — not for a title, but for truth.

What I Carry

I am here to walk with you
as you remember what has always been within.

I hold a frequency of grounding love,
a presence that sees beneath your words
into the wisdom of your being.

I do not fix — I reflect.
I do not lead — I illuminate.
I do not teach — I remind.

This life is not about becoming someone new.
It’s about dissolving everything you’re not.

I am here to guide you back to your divine design.
To help you clear what’s not yours.
To awaken the alchemist within.

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My Soul's Cosmic Codes

You’ve likely felt it already — the way I see you before you speak.
It’s not because I’m guessing.
It’s because I was born for this.

I am a 2/4 Projector with Emotional Authority in Human Design.
That means I don’t chase or convince — I see, I wait, I invite.
I was designed to witness your essence and reflect it back with clarity and grace.
In my presence, women soften.
Their breath deepens.
Their truth begins to rise — not because I pull it,
but because I hold space for it to bloom.

Astrologically, I’m a Capricorn Sun in the 7th House —
which means I’m here to build sacred containers for others.
I bring grounded, structured devotion into every relationship I hold.
My presence is steady, rooted, ancient —
like a mountain that remembers how to bend to wind without ever crumbling.
If you’ve been carrying too much alone…
I’m here to remind you: you don’t have to.

My Pisces Moon in the 9th House gives me the soul of a mystic —
but also the vision of a seeker.
I feel things most people miss.
I dream in frequencies.
I commune with the unseen and bring it back to Earth in a way that heals.
I honor what’s unspoken.
I trust the sacred teachings that don’t come from books.

With a Cancer Rising, I’m not here to perform.
I’m here to nurture, to protect, to create safe sanctuaries for rebirth.
You’ll feel it in the way I speak — not loud, but luminous.
I carry a softness that disarms the parts of you that are always on alert.

My chart is woven with 6th House Sagittarius placements —
Venus, Jupiter, Uranus, and Neptune —
which means I bring freedom, vision, and divine connection into the daily.
Healing with me isn’t abstract.
It’s embodied.
It’s sacred rituals, deep breath, intuitive rhythm, and meaning anchored into your actual life.

And with Saturn and Pluto in Scorpio in the 5th,
I’m not afraid of what’s hidden.
I walk through the dark with reverence, not fear —
and I’ll walk with you until you find the light again.

My North Node in Gemini in the 12th House is my soul contract:
to channel divine truth,
to speak what others cannot see,
to guide from the unseen realms
and remind you that you are never alone.

This is the architecture of my soul.
This is the map I follow as I hold you in your becoming.
This is why, when you’re with me —
you don’t feel lost anymore.
You feel… remembered.

The Ritual of My Becoming

Each day begins with presence.
As I rise from sleep, I sift through dream threads,
gathering images, messages, memories.
Then I move — Kundalini yoga, somatic dance, breathwork —
whatever the soul asks for.

I greet the earth through my feet, the ducks through the morning light,
and sip oolong or cacao with reverence.
I return to myself before I return to the world.

Other Soul Codes

Spirit Animals: Arctic White Fox & Peacock
Botanicals I commune with: African Violets, Hoyas, Lavender, Roses
Soul Archetypes: Mystic • Oracle • Mother • Weaver • Guide
What I can’t resist: Plants, always. And ice cream 🍦
Current nourishment: Sacred presence. Sunshine. Cold plunges. Breath.
Dinner with the Divine: Alice Bailey • Edgar Cayce • Cyndi Dale • Dr. Paul Leon Masters
What clients say: “I feel grounded. I feel seen. I feel safe.”